To Build a Sanctuary of Female Rage / Blood of a Haunted Banshee
(Magdalena Crucis Bay
whispering reflections of tainted divinity,
bat babies cruising above the cursed lagoon,
I´m rambling ´bout my madness to infinity)
I put a Spell on You
(She´s flying in the Beauty like a Midnight Sun, a Scarlet Comet of Celestial Shivers)
Kada psihotične crvene žarulje
na akustičnoj kupoli neba
zavrte centrifugalnu groznicu
i opale ljubičastu kožu
gradske lepre i metroa
zategnem crnu plastiku
oko sijamskih blizanaca svog tijela
i poželim jesti
meso čovječansko
otete djevojčice
usne vrelih pjevača
melankolične kirurge
Ako moja dvojnica Ondina
na cornwallskoj stijeni
izusti plave šipke
slinom podmorskih krijesnica
i muklih kobaltnih cepelina
čekat ću bič sa zvonika
mirna i sumračna
kao drogirana gejša
vezana za sebe
na dnu Pacifika
puštajući da me ajkula
pretvori u rujnu pjenu
Infernal Incandescence
(tied to the radiator, vomiting stardust and heart-shaped diamonds)
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Old poem from cca 2001-2003
(Prastara pjesmurina iz cca 2001 - 2003)
P-faktor
(parodija patetike)
Petrom prži purpurna psihoza.
Psiče poskok, prijeti primarni prasak.
Pauci pakla pljušte po podmuklom podmorju.
Potres podvezica požudno plazi
prepotentnim pličinama.
Pobačaji plaču.
Perverzna pneumonija puca po partizanima.
Povijuše pliskavo podmeću pliš
pod pravoslavnu parohiju.
Plavi plamen plazi
plahom planinom plačne planete,
plašeći plavušinu placentu.
Pirane pustoše Povardarjem,
punkerski požderavši pakosne plahte.
Prostitutke psuju pičkama.
Paranoja praši poput požara,
preklinjem: Pusti!
Pljuvačka padavice
psihodelično poji propusima.
Pohotna povorka pornografije
prlja primadone.
Plijesan pluta pulpom,
podzemna priviđenja
pokvareno poplavljuju pubise.
Poljubac pijavice pulsira plazmom.
Plin pupka pozira Peloponezom.
Promrzle pandže potonuše pod pomrčinom.
Pale Perzefone
proklinju pepeo progonstva,
promuklo potresajući praskozorje.
Pukotine potresa
pogano pune puške
porezanih plesačica.
Pogreb ptica pliva pučinom.
Ponori Plutona pljuju posrnulu psihu.
Podmukle pume pližu pustinjom,
pod pejotlom provokativnih preslica.
Plima pelina potresa Polineziju.
Preskoči poraz,
pali, pupaj, pjevaj.
Preostaje praznina.
(5 godina kasnije praznina se pretvorila u propupalu propulzivnost)
What a tutta forza adventure! I returned from Novigrad excited, intoxicated and happy, dizzy with impressions of the entire kaleidoscope of film gems and in a state of being burningly intrigued, that prompted me to throw myself into a closer exploration of the seductive-dark canyon of recent works of the genres brilliantly presented by the Avant-Garde Horror & Fantasy Film Festival! My dreamy, furious and frenzied experimental fusion of image, poetry and performance, "The Butterfly and the Snake", received a special mention for a short hybrid genre film, but what I will remember even longer and more intensely is the fantastic atmosphere, wonderful people, excellent organization and magical, surreal experience!
Enantiodromia
- High Priestess -
(Vertiginous voltage of veiled veins vain as a violet-vermilion vulture)
(The title "Enantiodromia" is inspired by the term I heard again in a podcast that preceded the one about Clarice Lispector, whom I just joyfully discovered. What drew me more to her literary opus is the statement, "This is not writing, this is pure witchcraft.")
Moi a.k.a. LilithOceania
https://www.artemiziafoundation.org/artists/petra-brnardic
Artemizia Foundation: "Butterfly Effect" and "Black Siren"
Stills from my poetic movie experiment "Satan´s Porcupine" ("Šejtanov dikobraz"), 2018.
I started playfully combining words and poetry with visual art in early 2000s, which resulted in my first film "Nigredo" (2004), frenetic, angsty examination of my disco-ball-faceted identity laced with carnal opulence, repulsively curious photomanipulations and heretic distortions/contortions. I edited photos in a primitive, punk manner and drew wacky neon pixelated creatures as extensions of myself in Microsoft Paint (saving them on floppy disks). The movie was presented in Nano Gallery as a part if my solo exhibition "Schizomania".
"Satan´s Porcupine" was shown in Poetry In Preparation (video poetry evening), Prozori Gallery, Zagreb, Croatia and Zeljezara Festival - Visual Poetry And Prose Mix, Striegl Gallery, Sisak, Croatia.
SOLO EXHIBITIONS
1997. Student club of Philosophy Faculty, Zagreb, Croatia
2000. The Queens, TEST! festival of theatre, Zagreb, Croatia (with Ksenija Kordic)
Between horns, Gjuro 2 club, Zagreb, Croatia (with Ksenija Kordic)
2001. Gallery St. Quirinus, Sisak, Croatia
2003. A voice from the gothic well, Alternative institute, Mostar, Bosnia and
Herzegovina
2004. Gjuro 2 club, Zagreb, Croatia
2005. Marchioness of pain, KIC, Zagreb, Croatia
2006. Schizomania, Gallery Artenativa, Zagreb, Croatia
2011. Rubedo, NANO Gallery, Zagreb, Croatia
2013. Velvet Underground, Striegl Gallery, Sisak, Croatia
2015. Zagreb Book Festival, MUO Zagreb, Croatia
2016. Walpurgisnacht, Boonika Gallery, Zagreb, Croatia
2019. Borderline, Fotoklub Split, Split, Croatia
2019. Fatamorgana, Siva Gallery, Zagreb, Croatia
GROUP EXHIBITIONS
2000. Sisak youth salon, Sisak, Croatia
2001. Students from the class of prof. Sutej, Gallery Galzenica, Velika
Gorica, Croatia
2002. Second Sisak youth salon, Sisak, Croatia
2003. Sisak in Zagreb, Attack club, Zagreb, Croatia
Women, Attack club, Zagreb, Croatia
Third Sisak youth salon, Sisak, Croatia
2004. Sisak artistic circle, Gallery Striegl, Sisak, Croatia
Absolutely baroque, Horvat house, Varazdin, Croatia
Great culture fair, SC, Zagreb, Croatia
2005. FONA, international festival of new art, Hartera, Rijeka, Croatia
Eros and Pornos, Gallery Striegl, Sisak, Croatia
Print to Art, MMC Luka, Pula, Croatia
2006./2007. Selfportrait: a Show for Betlehem
– Betlehem, Palestina
– Santa Fe, Argentina
– Napoli, Italy
– SzczecinSzczecin, Poland
– Rosario, Argentina
2008. Kliker!, international festival of pop-poetry, SC, Zagreb, Croatia
2009. Violated violator, Generation x – female perspectives, Medika club, Zagreb, Croatia
2010. Zagreb Youth Salon, HDLU Zagreb, Croatia
2011. Forest Art Auction, Edinburgh, United Kingdom
Photodistorzija, Zuccato Gallery, Porec, Croatia
New Year's Eve Great group exhibition of artists, Greta Gallery, Zagreb, Croatia
2012. NUS (Tampon Generation), Aquarium Bacvice, Split, Croatia
Antisalon, Medika Club, Zagreb, Croatia
2013. NUS 2 (Taboo), MKC Split, Croatia
Martyrs, Zadar, Croatia
Martyrs, Zagreb, Croatia
2014. 23rd Days of Croatian Cinematography, Kino SC, Zagreb, Croatia
Kastav Film Festival, Kastav, Croatia
Komikaze po Puli, Pula, Croatia
Ohoho Festival, AKC Medika, Zagreb, Croatia
Komikaze na-20 obljetnici akc pekarne Maribor, Maribor, Slovenia
VATRA.Toplina.Silina., Trenutak39, Zagreb, Croatia
Komikaze, Tolmin/Sotocje, Slovenia
Exquisite Corpses, Fort Turtian, Pula, Croatia
StripSalon, Novi Sad, Serbia (with Komikaze)
World animation festival, Kino Tuškanac, Zagreb, Croatia
3rd Croatian Triennale of Self-Portrait, PUO Samobor, Croatia
2015. Kastav Film Festival, Kastav, Croatia (with short experimental movie „Fever“)
„Crack Festival“, Forte Prenestino, Rome, Italy
Zadruga Praksa, Pula, Croatia
Femicomix, Kino Šiška – Mesto žensk, Ljubljana, Slovenia
47. Revue of Croatian Cinematography, City Library „Ivan Goran Kovacic“, Karlovac, Croatia
3rd Biennale of Painting, HDLU Gallery, Zagreb, Croatia
2016. Komikaze & OFICINA ARARA, Porto, Portugal
Komikaze - Femicomix, Le Garage L., Forcalquier, Provence-Alpes-Côte d'Azur, France
Komikaze - Femicomix, AKC Nigdjezemska, Zadar, Croatia
Komikaze - Femicomix, Strip Festival AltCom, Folkets Park, Malmo, Sweden
Drunken Film Festival, Bradford, West Yorkshire, United Kingdom
Girona Film Festival, Girona, Spain
Fringe! Queer Film & Arts Fest, London, UK
12th Revue of one minute film, Kinodvorana Za-Te Plus, Zagreb
Night of video and performance, City Museum, Sisak
Pivilion: ~co-op~ , 25th Slavonian Biennale, Borders of visibility, Osijek, Croatia
2017. Paura Festival Internacional De Cine De Terror De Valencia, Valencia, Spain
Corvallis Queer Film Festival, Corvallis, Oregon, USA
AccessCode Film Festival, Bangalore, India
Komikaze Femicomix - Ratatata Fest, Macerata, Italy
Media Mediterranea 19: Digital Romance, Titov park, Pula, Croatia
DEEP TRASH IN THE UNDERWORLD, Bethnal Green Working Men’s Club. London, UK
Art Camp Empeduja, Antonio Lauer Beach, Rijeka, Croatia
MIRACLES, video art festival, Valkenburg, Netherlands
Day and night of video and performance, Sisak, Croatia
Lovepiece, Galerija Galženica, Velika Gorica, Croatia
2018. Pussy´s Smoke, Esseker Centar, Osijek, Croatia
MARATHONA GEOFILM, Cittadella, Padova, Italy
GIFEST#6, Subotica, Serbia
Komikaze, Design District, Old Military Hospital, Zagreb, Croatia
F12: Free art display | Duga Resa, Croatia
F12: Free art display | Karlovac, Croatia
F12: Free art display | Lovinac, Croatia
F12: Free art display | Zagreb, Croatia
"Inferno", FotoFilm Festival Tijuana, Mexico
Media Mediterranea 20 - Nature and Technology, SKUC, Titov park and MSUI Pula, Croatia
Poetry In Preparation (video poetry evening), Prozori Gallery, Zagreb, Croatia
Zeljezara Festival - Visual Poetry And Prose Mix, Striegl Gallery, Sisak, Croatia
50th Revue Of Croatian Cinematography, Tuskanac Cinema , Zagreb, Croatia (participating with two short experimental movies, "Leviathan Of Desire" and "Masquerade") - received special acknowledgement and certificate for the first one
2019. TeePublic Gallery Show, John Doe Gallery Brooklyn, New York, USA
Hystorical Madness: Performative Studies of a Case: Slet - Memory of a Space (group choreography), organized and curated by Kustoska platforma, KNAP Center, Zagreb, Croatia
Komikaze, Noise Mobility Festival, Munchen, Germany
LiftOff Sessions: Short Indie Movies Online Film Festival, June Edition
Hystorical Madness: Performative Studies of a Case: Performance Marathon, organized and curated by Kustoska platforma, KNAP Center, Zagreb, Croatia
Fu:Bar/expo, AKC Medika, Zagreb, Croatia
La Collezione XXX, Ospizio Giovani Artisti, Rome, Italy
Nudita, Ospizio Giovani Artisti, AMACI Contemporary Day and Rome Art Week, Rome, Italy
STIFF Film and gif festival, SKC Gallery Rijeka, Croatia
17th Festival of the First, Performance Art Multimedia Festival, KNAP, Zagreb, Croatia
Vite, Morte e Miracoli, Ospizio Giovani Artisti, Roma, Italy
Format C | #pivilion_dot_net, Scheier, Čakovec
Is there any art after internet?, HDLU Pula, Pula, Croatia
2020. Amore?, Ospizio Giovani Artisti, Rome, Italy
MystiCon Independent Film Festival, Roanoke, Virginia, USA
Deep Trash Turkish Delight, Bethnal Green Working Men’s Club, London, UK (postponed due to Covid)
14th Vox Feminae Festival, Zagreb, Croatia
Thessaloniki Queer Art Festival 2020, Thessaloniki, Greece
"Nesvrstani" Art Fair, Lauba, Zagreb, Croatia
Thessaloniki Queer Art Festival at Hosek Contemporary, Berlin, Germany
ALC Videoart Festival, Alicante, Spain
Inquiry Inc. 2020. #pivilion_dot_net, Booksa, Zagreb, Croatia
Inquiry Inc. 2020. #pivilion_dot_net The Wrong, Scheier Centre, Cakovec, Croatia
Night of the Sisak video art, Sisak, Croatia
Darkroom Film Festival, London, United Kingdom
Fu:bar/Expo, AKC Medika, Zagreb, Croatia
Miracle Film Festival, Sanibel, Florida, USA
Pop-up Exhibition, Striegl Gallery, Sisak, Croatia
2021. Horror Lust Film Festival
T-Short Animated Film Festival
Gutterbliss Temporary Testival, online movie festival
Thessaloniki queer film festival 2021, Thessaloniki, Greece
Di Letti e Castighi, OGA (S)exhibitions, Ospizio Giovani Artisti, Rome, Italy
Collaborations: „C Over?“, performance collaboration with Quizzical Körper, AKC Medika, Zagreb, Croatia
From 2012 I am the member of Croatian Association Of Visual Artists.
AWARDS
2000. Special award of the Sisak youth salon
2002. Main award of the Sisak youth salon (sharing with Zdenko Marenic)
2018. Special acknowledgement for my short experimental movie "Leviathan Of Desire" from 50th Revue Of Croatian Cinematography, Tuskanac Cinema , Zagreb, Croatia
2019. SM-Art, award for best short BDSM story, Booksa, Zagreb, Croatia
OTHER ACHIEVEMENTS
2006. Book of poetry "Cuts"
2007. Participation with four drawings in the Antology of croatian erotic drawing "Eros and Pornos" by
Djuro Vandjura
WEB – links to portfolios
http://www.saatchiart.com/petrabrnardic
http://petrabrnardic.blogspot.hr/
http://komikaze.hr/comic/petra-brnardic/33
http://petrabrnardicpandemonium.blogspot.hr/
https://www.behance.net/petrabrnardic
http://deliciousvolcanicvolpina777.tumblr.com/
https://petrabrnardic.wixsite.com/mysite
Filmography:
Nigredo (2005)
Red Room (2010)
Tempest (2011)
Bedazzled Castle (2013)
Fever (2015)
Virus (2016)
Glossolalia (2017)
Ghost Bride (2018)
Leviathan of Desire (2018)
Visitors (2018)
Satan´s Porcupine (2018)
Masquerade (2018)
Electric Labyrinth (2019)
Tarantula (2020)
Neon Viper (2020)
Bloodbath (2021)
Diamond Hurricane (2021)
PUBLICATIONS
2005. Vijenac, Magazine for culture, literature and poetry, Zagreb
2005. Poetry, Magazine for literature and poetry, Zagreb
2006. Rijeci, Magazine for poetry, Matica Hrvatska Sisak
2007. Anthology of croatian erotic drawing "Eros and Pornos", by Djuro Vandjura (participating with four drawings)
2008. Rijeci, Magazine for poetry, Matica Hrvatska Sisak - "Division of a Multi-Identity Subject" - essay about my poetry by filmmaker and poet Damir Radic
2015. Stigmart10 Videofocus- special edition (pages 146 – 171) http://issuu.com/themultipleexposureproject/docs/self_as_subject_-_the_multiple_expo
2015. Self-As-Subject: The Multiple Exposure Project Zine (pages 73-75) http://issuu.com/stigmart10review/docs/stigmart_videofocus_special_edition/146
2015. Rijeci, Magazine for poetry, Matica Hrvatska Sisak
2016. Crna mamba (Black Mamba), online illustrated poetry book: https://issuu.com/petrabrnardic/docs/petra_brnardic_crna_mamba
2016. Zarez - excerpts from my newest poetry
2017. Gestalten Magazine: https://dgvcms2011.gestalten.com/community/blackboard/blackboard-entry-petra-brnardic
2019. A5 Magazine, October Issue
2020. Anthology of new Croatian poetry, translated to mandarin, China
FEATURINGS AND COLLECTIONS:
2014. New Portraits: About a Face Collection, on behalf of chief curator Rebecca Wilson and the Saatchi Art curation team and thanks to Katherine Henning, Assistant Curator at Saatchi Art
2014. Fresh Perspectives - Collection, curator: Bridget Carron, from Los Angeles, USA, on behalf of Rebecca Wilson, Saatchi Gallery
2015. New Portraits - Collection, curator: Hayley Miner from Santa Monica, California, Saatchi Gallery, on behalf of Rebecca Wilson, Saatchi Gallery
2016. Special guest star:
My two illustrations, "Holy Smoke!" and "Lolita", were shown on a wall during DJ party in Avalon Hollywood, Los Angeles, USA