(From my book "Alchemy of Melancholia")
Marakesch nightmare
In red pontiac murder
My Lolita misery is setting me
On fire in sparkling lilac gardens
Heavenly hanging delights
Of carnival suspiria.
Perfume car crashes burning
In coyote Navayo, I´m crying in
Talons of demonic blue of the moon.
Sacriledge of his coconut jaws makes me
Shiver in pines, bleached puffy skin
Shimmering like disintegration
Of morphine mistress, her sepulchral
Golden mogul in hawaiian shirt flies
Like pink flamingos in his narcotic haze
I dance for him in the shotgun
I my wedding dress from Rajasthan
Lulling babies into dark cliff of the night,
My ocean squamas twinkle like
Razorblade. I pull the knife under
Fuchsia gown and draw ominous omens
Of spectral hallucinations
Like somnambulist
Pain is stronger when blood is cold
Batshit basketcase wandering
Through midnight labyrinths of perfectly
Sliced ivies, like chateau garden
I kiss gargoyles and they pull me in
The vortex, masquerade screams
Of distorted faces in agony, melting, shrieking,
Pale lunatics with lavender suicides in the
Corner of the eye. My sadness jaded green,
Jaded asphyxation, turning trash to gold
In laguna marinade, Earth to Petra,
Earth to Petra,
Over,
My phantasmagorias kidnapped me,
Over,
Tantalizing fruit of evil disguised
As motherly lullaby, hypnotizing me
As a first kiss of forbidden crush
Romeo is bleeding in heartshaped
Massacre, stabbing him to death, oh, lilies
Of my vanity, daughter dolorosa, smudged
Scarlet lips, dancing on the graveyard
Of venom hydra´s kiss
